Currently, I am reading a novel called Invisible Man which is written by Ralph Ellison. As I read the
prologue of the novel, I came to an understanding of the whole book. I believe
the prologue was incorporated in order to depict and firmly state the narrator’s
state of mind. In the beginning of the
prologue, the narrator quotes “I am an invisible man.” (3). When I think of the
word “invisible”, I first come up with the meaning of not being seen.
Therefore, it seems likely to me that the narrator is metaphorically referring
himself as “invisible” in order to convey his thought that no one really SEES
him. However, I know that the word “invisible” can mean other things as well. Hence,
I searched the word “invisible” with the Merriam Webster Dictionary. I found
that the word “invisible” can mean incapable by nature of being seen, hidden,
imperceptible, and not being reflected in statistics. Surprisingly, all these
definitions of this particular word all fit within the prologue. For instance,
the meaning of incapable of being seen can be applied with what the narrator says
in the beginning of the prologue. He states that when people approach him “they
see only my surrounding, themselves, or figments of their imagination-indeed,
everything and anything except me” (3). In other words, the narrator is stating
that it is inherent for people to be unable to really look and see others.
People are so caught up with their own lives and thoughts that it is impossible
for them to really look into a person’s true self. Secondly, the definition of
hidden and imperceptible can also be found in the prologue. For example, the narrator
mentions how he has “been carrying a fight with Monopolated Light & Power”
(5). This particular fight is discovered to be an imperceptible and hidden one because
the company fails to notice its enemy, the narrator. The narrator has been secretly
draining the company’s power with his “1,369 lights” which correlates with the
definition of “invisible” (7). The narrator is hidden and imperceptible to the
eyes of the Light & Power Company. Lastly, the definition of not being
reflected in statistics appears when the narrator recounts the event when he
beat up a white man. His beating of the man was featured in the Daily News which the narrator scoffs at
by exclaiming “poor fool, poor blind fool, I thought with sincere compassion,
mugged by an invisible man!” (5). In this context, the word “invisible” means not being reflected in statistics since the
news story only covered the victim’s picture and description and not the actual
mugger. Essentially, the narrator hopes to convey his real identity,
invisibility. The narrator is rather proud that he is invisible because he doesn’t
need to care about his appearance or his surroundings. He values truth which is
why he possesses “1,369 lights” in his home. He even states that “The truth is
light and light is the truth.” which emphasizes his appreciation for truth (7).
I believe that this novel is going to be about the importance of truth and
reality.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Hamlet's View on Women and Its Impact on His Future
In class,
we have briefly discussed about Hamlet’s views toward women. So far only two
women, Queen Gertrude and Ophelia, have stood out as the significant women in
Hamlet’s life. Therefore, we will first analyze Hamlet’s views on Gertrude, his
mother. We have learned in the beginning of the play that Gertrude committed
incest by marrying Hamlet’s uncle. (In the Elizabethan Era, marrying one’s
brother-in-law was condemned as incest.) Hence, Hamlet looks down on his mother
and morally judges her in a negative manner. For instance, he sarcastically
remarks to his mother “Ay, madam, it is common” (9). The word “common” connotes
vulgarity in this context so Hamlet uses this particular diction to express his
disdain for her. In other words, Hamlet is calling his mother vulgar and
sinful. Moreover, he attacks his mother’s character by passionately exclaiming “Frailty,
thy name is woman” (11). Hamlet disapproves of his mother because she shows
weakness in character and judgment. He even manages to call her a “beast” that
is illogical and “wicked” (11). It seems very unusual that Hamlet has such
negative feelings for his mother despite the fact that they are related by
flesh and blood. In my opinion, Hamlet’s rejection of his own kin foreshadows a
disruption within his state of mind. He is suddenly overcome with such intense
and harsh emotions toward his mother that he fails to maintain his sanity. By
focusing only on the negative aspects of his life, Hamlet will most likely be
driven to obsession of revenge and disregard for all other women. Speaking of
other women, Ophelia seems like a very important individual to Hamlet. We know
that Hamlet and Ophelia are lovers but we are not aware of the depth of their
relationship. Nevertheless, it seems that Hamlet has a good opinion towards
Ophelia but I sense an emptiness/doubt in their relationship. I noticed that
Hamlet does not speak or think of Ophelia during the whole first act. Yet, I do
not doubt that there SEEMS to be an affection between them. For instance, Ophelia
has stated that Hamlet “made many tenders/Of his affection” to her which
confirms their relationship (18). However, I still cannot suppress this feeling
of doubt over Hamlet’s affection for Ophelia. He has already made his opinion
clear on women when he quoted “Frailty, thy name is woman”. Also, what will
happen when Hamlet learns that Ophelia will not speak to him because of her
father’s command? Will he condemn her as a weak woman for following her father’s
orders? (I think Ophelia’s father knows about Claudius’s sins which will
further exacerbate Hamlet’s opinions toward Ophelia.) I predict that Hamlet
will be disappointed with Ophelia’s obedience to Claudius’s right hand man that
he will be driven more to seek revenge. He might feel that he has been rejected
by all the people he previously loved, Gertrude and Ophelia. Therefore, he
might think all blame goes to Claudius deepening his dangerous obsession. It
seems evident to me that Hamlet’s views on women will worsen. Without a woman’s
love (motherly or romantic), Hamlet be unable to control his reckless actions
and thoughts.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Who is Gertrude?
In
class, we discussed Queen Gertrude, Hamlet’s mother and Claudius’ new bride.
Many of my classmates expressed their opinions on Queen Gertrude which was
either positive or negative. Therefore, I am here to analyze both sides. First
I am going to focus on the positive/good Gertrude. There is this theory that Queen
Gertrude only got married to Claudius to protect Hamlet. We know that Claudius
is a suspicious and shady character because he married his sister-in-law. Also,
he is shown to be antagonistic towards Hamlet by stating to him that “to persever/
in obstinate condolement is a course? Of impious stubbornness: tis unmanly
grief” (9). He is basically telling Hamlet that he is just an immature boy who
is unnecessarily stubborn. Therefore, Queen Gertrude might have known Claudius’
ill feelings towards Hamlet that she married him to protect her son. She seems
worried that her son will lose his life like the late king that she begs
Hamlet, “I pray thee, stay with us; go not to Wittenberg” (10). It can be
viewed by some people that Gertrude is sacrificing herself depicting her as a
strong and heroic individual. Lastly, some might point out Hamlet’s first
soliloquy which describes Gertrude’s overflowing grief on King Hamlet’s death.
She is said to “have follow’d [Hamlet’s] poor father’s body,/Like Niobe, all
tears” which appears as a sincere gesture (11). Her strong emotional response
to the King’s death portrays her as a morally good and devoted wife. Yet, the
others view Gertrude as a morally corrupt individual by also pointing out Hamlet’s
first soliloquy. Hamlet states that “within a month….she married. O, most
wicked speed, to post/with such dexterity to incestuous sheets!” (11). Through
Hamlet’s revelation, we learn that Gertrude married Claudius, her
brother-in-law after only one month after her first husband’s death. To some,
her action indicates duplicity and incites suspicions in people’s minds. Did Gertrude
only marry Claudius to maintain her position as queen? Was there an affair
between Claudius and Gertrude in the past? It seems quite suspicious and
abnormal that she married a family member at such speed knowing that she is committing
incest. Also, her deliberate disapproval and disregard for Hamlet’s mourning
seems cruel. She coldly states to Hamlet, “all that lives must die/ Passing
through nature and eternity” (9) which is an unkind gesture to Hamlet’s
fragile emotional state. However, I have come to the conclusion that Gertrude is
actually a morally good person. I believe that she married Claudius in order to
protect her son, the immediate person to the throne of Denmark. She is
sacrificing herself and playing the role of a happy wife to preserve her loved
ones. She is also a rather alert and wise individual because she quickly
married Claudius fully knowing the dangers that could have claimed Hamlet’s
life. She threw away her honor, pride, and body to protect her son. (Unfortunately,
Hamlet fails to understand his mother’s actions.) But who am I to judge? I just
only read two scenes of the first act.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
R.I.P Quxxn
Bells for John Whiteside’s Daughter
John Crow Ransom
There was such speed in her little body,
And such lightness in her footfall,
It is no wonder her brown study
Astonishes us all.
Her wars were bruited in our high window.
We looked among orchard trees and beyond
Where she took arms against her shadow,
Or harried unto the pond
The lazy geese, like a snow cloud
Dripping their snow on the green grass,
Tricking and stopping, sleepy and proud,
Who cried in goose, Alas,
For the tireless heart within the little
Lady with rod that made them rise
From their noon apple-dreams and scuttle
Goose-fashion under the skies!
But now go the bells, and we are ready,
In one house we are sternly stopped
To say we are vexed at her brown study,
Lying so primly propped.
Over
the winter break, I was informed of tragic news that astonished me greatly. My
favorite Youtuber, who was called Quxxn, passed away. I was so shocked by this
unfortunate and tragic news that I was in daze for some time. It was hard to
believe that such an energetic and happy person could be gone forever and never
to return. As a result, I often think about Quxxn which led me to discover a
poem that reminds me of her. The poem “Bells for John Whiteside’s Daughter” by
John Crowe Ransom seems to relate to Quxxn’s passing. First, the title “Bells
for John Whiteside’s Daughter” reminds me of Quxxn in a bittersweet way. The
speaker of the poem obviously is not well acquainted with John Whiteside’s
daughter because he doesn’t even know her name. I, too, don’t even know Quxxn’s
real name and life story. I just know that she was a young woman who loved
playing The Sims and enjoyed life. Yet, both the speaker and I share a
bittersweet feeling for the deceased ones. Even though we don’t know these
individuals, we feel sad over their passing because they remain so alive in our
memories. For instance, the speaker of the poem reminisces about “such speed in
[the little girl’s] little body” and the “lightness in her foot fall” (Line
1-2). By emphasizing lively diction such as “speed” and “foot fall”, the
speaker is attempting to depict his memories of the girl as positive and sweet (Line
1-2).. Through this emphasis, we can understand the poet’s astonishment and
sadness over the girl’s sudden death. Like the speaker, I am saddened by Quxxn’s
passing because I am bombarded with memories of her upbeat and friendly
personality. Her videos always started with a happy introduction which depicted
her as an energetic and cheerful person so it comes as a surprise that I can
never see or hear her voice anymore. However, the speaker and I have realized
that death is a natural part of life that we must accept. Therefore, “we are
ready” to accept her “brown study” (Line 17-18). (Brown study according to The
Free Dictionary means a state of deep thought which represents death in this
poem.) The poem definitely discusses a great theme on life which I consider AP
Lit merit. As we live our lives, we will be faced with deaths of people who are
close to us or slightly acquainted with. It is perfectly normal to grieve for
the dead but it is our duty to move on with our lives. We cannot be frozen in a
moment that is full of sorrow and regret. Humans are destined to live their
lives at full potential. Finally, I can predict that some will argue that the
speaker of the poem is indifferent and harsh towards the little girl’s death
given that he does not know her name. Yet, I see the speaker’s positive and
lively descriptions of the little girl such as “tireless heart within the little/Lady”
as an indication of his affection and appreciation for her (Line 13-14).
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